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Well, quite nervous right now… I met a few in the chat tonight but overall, I am new at being a fur irl…
My story kinda goes like this:
Back when I was about 11, I used to rp with my stuffed animals and would come up with such complex verbal stories, most involving entire packs of wolves, lions, dragons, and any type of animal out there. These stories would last days, weeks and I think one of them lasted a month.
Well, as I grew up, around age 13 these role-plays turned into a voreish style. I had no idea what all vore was, what furries were either, but I had this larger shirt that I would ~eat and place inside my shirt~ in these stories. And then came age 16 where I found the darker side of the fandom… we all know what that might be…
Basically, my furry side originated from the 18+ side of the fandom… the side that constantly degrades the names of furries… but I know, by not only how I act, there has to be more than just that darker side… and that is why I am here…
I am nervous because I don’t know anything of the true side, the lighter side of the fandom, never seen it, never been in contact with it… I feel ashamed and quite scared… That is what I want to prove to myself… That this isn’t just something for the darker side, to really be who I am deep down inside…
Okay, beyond that all; fursona
I have unofficial fursona atm, however, I have 3 people making me commissions and hopefully I can get some partials and such. My fursona’s name is Kinger. A Wolf/Husky with deep blue back and pure white underside and belly and basically always non-anthro, though I can be anthro…
Kinger is never afraid to be playful, sometimes too much. With his ADHD, late nights mean everyone should watch his behavior, as he doesn’t think before he thinks when his medicine that he takes at 7am wears off by 6-11pm…
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Well as like Kinger, I do have ADHD, and if for whatever reason I am like outta control, tell me to knock it off… I was kinda socially separated and never developed many social skills… and with my ADHD, I get hyper when it wears off and then I don’t think first… I know that is like unimportant to most, some it might seem like an excuse for immaturity, but when you got it as bad as I, you kinda know without a doubt…
But other than that, my quest, ~holds up paw heroically and with cape, epic music plays~ (I also do compose music, none are published, but I have over 160 songs) My Quest is to become a better Fur, and this be the place where I come out! Possibly see ya all on Saturday November 9th, 2013!
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Well I should add in a little more on me, besides all that^.
I do not draw, never really could. I am not good on computer animations and such like that. So the actual art’s side of me is kinda absent.
However, I have been playing the Violin for 8 years and have been composing music since October 6th, 2011.
If we ever need a sound track, though I am not all too good, self taught, though I have over 160 scores (pieces/songs) that I have composed and have open to the public. I can share some if you want to listen to them, just let me know. I do know how to fiddle so as I get used to this community, maybe I can bring my fiddle to an event or something? I don’t know, but I am sure glad to be here.
Have I mentioned I like purple yet?
I have bipolar and depression so I understand what it feels like when others tell you to knock it off. Either way hope to get to know you better.
@Khol14 said:
Same here. I am really thankful my parents allowed me to go out… as to how much they know…
“Mom! I’m going out with friends on Saturday!”
“Okay!”
-_-…Its true!
Sup. Welcome. Yada yada. What everyone else has been saying
Only my friend haha I was the one running Tinychat last night.
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